Three Lives by Joe Washington
Author:Joe Washington
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: suspense, mystery, action, action packed, urban fiction, african american, military, action adventure, fictionthriller, action adult, suspense action, fiction urban, fiction spy espionage mystery thriller terrorists
Publisher: Midnight Mercury
CHAPTER 28
âUh, excuse me, Nicholas?â
I looked up at the instructor standing in front of the classroom. His demeanor suggested he was waiting for something.
âWhatâs our topic today?â he asked.
I hadnât heard a single word heâd said that entire class. My mind was in another far-off realm. It had been a week since Iâd told Selena what Iâd give for her. We hadnât spoken of it since and I thought that was for the best, but admitting it to her solved nothing for me. I still could not have her and it drove me crazy. Now I wanted, needed to take it further. Logically, I knew it made sense to just let things be ï¾ a working relationship that was forbidden to go any further and nothing more. I told myself over and over that it was best to not let it get to me, but that was the hardest thing about it. I couldnât control myself. I couldnât oppress the feelings I had no matter how hard I might try, and those feelings towered over every thought.
It would have been different if I was in love with her and she didnât feel the same. Unrequited love is much easier to handle, I think; a mutual affection that must be endured unsatisfied however â oh, much, much worse. Our feelings were present in everything we did. I saw it when she looked at me. I saw it even more in the way she tried not to let it show. When we touched in the simple little accidental ways that people will when they spend a great deal of time together in close proximity, sheâd stop speaking suddenly, and her voice would tremble for just a moment when she began again. There was no mistaking how we felt about each other. That was the problem.
âIâm sorry, sir . . . Iâm sorry,â I said to him.
âLetâs keep our minds on the work at hand, shall we?â he said.
âOf course, sir.â
The class was average sized. It was a forensic science course. There were eight others sitting in chairs around me. The instructor stood in front of a white board upon which images were projected. He held a remote in his hand. He rattled off statistics and gave us information that we were responsible to take down on our own. There were no tests in the NC-13 program, just instructors, students, the information that passed between them, and individual sessions where the instructor formulated an opinion of that student and whether he was assimilating the knowledge adequately. What happened to those who didnât perform well enough in these sessions I never knew. One day youâd just notice that one of those that usually attended a certain class along with you wasnât coming anymore. I didnât question it. It wasnât my place.
âNow, gentlemen, weâve already covered Pathology and Toxicology, and those of course, are very significant aspects that work in conjunction with the criminalistics of forensic science. But I think youâll find that out in
Download
This site does not store any files on its server. We only index and link to content provided by other sites. Please contact the content providers to delete copyright contents if any and email us, we'll remove relevant links or contents immediately.
Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan(9277)
How to Bang a Billionaire by Alexis Hall(8145)
Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin(7325)
Win Bigly by Scott Adams(7183)
Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng(7183)
Pachinko by Min Jin Lee(5681)
Tease (Temptation Series Book 4) by Ella Frank(5628)
The Fire Next Time by James Baldwin(5431)
The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky(4638)
China Rich Girlfriend by Kwan Kevin(4558)
Bluets by Maggie Nelson(4547)
First Position by Melissa Brayden(4518)
The Sympathizer by Viet Thanh Nguyen(4384)
Rich People Problems by Kevin Kwan(4284)
A Little Life (2015) by Hanya Yanagihara(4277)
Right Here, Right Now by Georgia Beers(4197)
Walking by Henry David Thoreau(3952)
Catherine Anderson - Comanche 03 by Indigo Blue(3621)
The Death of the Heart by Elizabeth Bowen(3608)